Can you ever go back?

The other day I spent most of the day in sl for the first time in a very long time.  I was remembering why loved SL so much.  I got to spend time with danny and shakes as pickle… Then we changed into our lil alts and spent some time together…we talked to a new boy and i got to see kyo for awhile…i t made me remember how much fun we all used to have together…I wish I could have seen Duncan too…there are many friends that i haven’t seen in a long time…Maybe I will slowly try to find the magic that i once found in sl…it must be somewhere…

Love ya all!  *hugs*

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Feeling Weird

Hiyas…

I was looking and I haven’t written in a long time…even longer than Danny *giggles*

I was thinking about it and I haven’t really been in sl either…I am feeling very weird lately…there is this odd disconnect for me…i feel very much like an outsider right now…I am so out of the loop as to what has been going on and seem to have grown kind of distant to everyone…don’t get me wrong…i still love everyone i have been close too and loved seeing them and being with them..i just felt very much like an outsider…so i am having a hard time getting back into sl…i have been very busy in rl lately too…but i still could find time if i really wanted to…but i seem to be hesitant to do it…i am sure that i will get over this soon…i am sure that a really good party could do that but i just need to force myself to do it…I will be back soon…I just need to get myself back into my groove…so don’t forget me…

*super big hugs* love ya all!!!

La la la la

Okay…so I haven’t really given up…I just haven’t…ummmm…felt the urge to write…but i will try to get into the groove soon…don’t give up on me yet!!

New post to make Shakes Happy

Okay…okay…I guess that it is time to change my first post to make shakes happy…*giggles*  I have held off for as long as i can…but it needs to be done…

There has been many changes lately…I am moving to Kikai Enkai with shakes and danny and spenser and symon and even joeylyn…it has been lots of fun to go shopping to redo these rooms…it is like our very own little village…joeylyn has even promised to be good on enkai…because she lives there…but she has made no promises about the rest of kikai…It has been interesting to see how a sim becomes a home…one day i am just looking at a big empty space…now it is beautiful…i am really looking forward to seeing what else it wll become…

Love ya!!!

My lil baby Sister

Well for atleast a couple of hours I had a little baby sister…Today during Danny’s dj set Shakes paid back a lil bet we made…Shakes said he would do something humiliating that I got to make up…so today Shakes transformed from twin bro to my little tiny baby sister…who knew that lil baby girls could be so grumpy…Shakes kept telling people that he would get back at them…it was actually one of the funniest things ever…we all were having so much fun dancing and enjoying shakes discomfort…i need to make more bets with shakes…at least ones that i can win…i think losing a bet with shakes right now would be a bad idea…baby-sis-shakes.jpg

This is baby sis shakes dancing with the boys…isn’t she sooooo cute….

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Here is a sweet pic of her sitting down…I love my new lil baby sis…I can’t wait to see her again… Hope you can all help me get my lil baby sis back again very soon… and if you see her tell her how adorable she looked!!

Love ya all!!!

Is it the weekend yet?

I knew that I needed to write a blog post because it is sumpin i am sposed to be doing once a week…and i have been trying to figure out all week what to write it about…and my mind has been blank…so i decided i will write this about my excitement for the weekend…the weekends are always special for me because these are the times when i get to really see all of my friends…i finally get to spend some quality time with duncan…i get to go dance while danny djs…this is when all the parties are…this makes me so excited about the weekends…well the weekend is almost here…and this one will be awesome i know…i can hardly wait…is it the weekend yet?

Love yas!!

Alts…

There has been a lot of discussion of alts lately…i have a couple of alts…but only one do i ever use and i am pretty up front about who i am…her name is JoeyLyn and she is 6…she does tend to be a lil bit of a troublemaker…not that she wants to be…but it is just part of who she is…the things she tends to do arent really bad tho…they are invisible prims…or cute signs…or well other lil odds and ends…she did find a partner in crime…they work really well together…but after some problems this weekend…they have both promised to be on their best behavior…they will both try really hard…

JoeyLyn also found herself a family this weekend…and it just keeps getting bigger…she has a dad and a mom and a lil bro and maybe a big bro now too…i hope they all work out really good…they seem really good for her…but naughty things keep running through her head of things to do…do you think it is naughty to put signs all over kikai saying girls rule…boys drool..?

oh well…

Love ya all…*hugs*

Party!!!

I was told that I needed to be writing once a week…well i am already starting to get behind…i figured i would get on and write about the awesome party that we went to this weekend…it was a party celebrating bobby and rai partnering and harold and robins new house…well i still wanna say that it was the awesomest party…i loved the dancing and the company…and the treasure hunt was so cool…it was over two whole sims and those boys were pretty tricky hiding them…and i couldnt believe how many people showed up…it was crazy and sooo much fun…i had an awesome weekend…with so many awesome friends…

Well congrats Bobby and Rai…I hope you two make each other happy…

And Harold and Robin…your place is absolutely awesome…you are now the envy of all of kikai…

Love ya all…Hugs!!!

A very good day?

Wow…sunday morning…i love sundays…so calm…so easy…was so excited to get on sl for the day…was happy to spend time with duncan…was over visiting my lil bro…so excited…was goofing and checked his diaper…he was soaked…oh no…well it was decided that i could change him and somewhere in middle shakes showed up and i ended up in a diaper and danny didnt and i got spanked…where is the justice in that? …i was super embarrassed…i was allowed to wear a skirt over it…but non e of my skirts worked very well and i wasnt allowed to wear a top…so not fair…well duncan and me and danny and shakes went up on the blanket to hang out and then some others showed up…my embarrassment level went from a 9 out of 10 to a 15…yikes…i was a lil freaked out but everyone was nice and we had fun…well my embarrassment continued throughout the day…but somehow it still turned out to be a wonderful day…i had a really great day…even if it seemed a lil scary to start out with…This was even embarrassing to write…oh well…

Love ya all!!

A New Year….A New Start

Well as the year begins…I start my year out new…many things happened last year…but my life changes with the coming of the year…Duncan and I got back together…he is again my boyfriend, my master, and my friend…

duncan and i stayed friends throughout last year…even after we broke up…we still talked and hung out and he was someone that i always knew i could talk to…so after discussing so many things and just talking we found that we still had feelings for each other and that we wanted to try again…we talked a long time about what we wanted from each other and found that we wanted lots of the same things…i have loved duncan for a very long time and he means so much to me…i am glad that we have found each other again…

as duncan and i start again…i have again become a sub to him…i am wearing my collar again…obeying the rules set out for me…the rules make me feel safe in a way…i know exactly what is expected of me and what i should be doing…i dont always like the rules or the consequences for not following…but i know that i need to and that duncan only sets them because of his love for me…

so here i go setting forth on a new year of hopefully happiness and discovery…i am really looking forward to everything that this year can hold…i hope it holds much happiness for all of you…

Love you all…

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