Pickle’s Words

When I met Roo a couple months ago…I fell head over heels…we seemed to make the perfect couple…he was super sweet and thoughtful…we always had a good time together…things were going pretty good and then he stopped being on all the time…he would be off a couple days here…be on for a couple days and then gone again…i was always okay with it…i missed him…but it was just a couple of days…now it has been weeks since i have seen him…no one knows anything…he has been on a couple times…but didnt talk to anyone…i heard from a friend that he had some rl issues…but how come he couldnt spare 5 mins to email one of us or jump on and leave a few offline messages…we would have understood…it makes me feel very unimportant…there were others that were depending on him to be there…they really needed him to let them know what was going on…i dont know what to do now…where i should go from here…he has been gone multiple weeks and not a word…even if he jumped back on right now…we would have a lot of issues to deal with…i wish he would just let me know…

Love you all…

I know i havent been blogging for awhile…and then my blog is kinda depressing…i promise to blog happy thoughts soon…

I know…since it is not good to start every post with i havent blogged in awhile…i just wont say it…well a few days ago i was trying to think of a prank to play and an idea came to me…i could fill danny and shakes never used house with beach balls..it seemed like it would pretty easy and would take danny a lil while to figure it out…the problem is…do you know how many beach balls it takes to fill up a house like that…i dunno either…i got more than 300 in there and realized i would never figure it out…i finished as much as i was gonna do and it looked pretty cool…

I got an im from danny that said he found it…well i didnt think about the scripts that would be in so many beach balls and i guess it made kikai a lil laggy…atleast that was what i was told…well danny was sweet enough to give all of my balls back…he put them back in my house…it was so sweet of him…well i decided to go through and delete them all…so they are gone and now my mind is back to thinking about what i can do next…*giggles*

Well we will see what i can come up with next…but i sure hope that roo gets back soon…so i can keep myself out of trouble…

Love ya all!!

*hugs*

Okay…so I havent blogged in awhile…but i have been real busy…well lets see…hmmm…well i had my rezz day the other day…i could only be on for a lil bit but it was great…i got lots of great gifts which i am so grateful for…and lots of happy rezz days…it was really nice…

i cant believe it has been a whole year or i cant believe that it has only been a year…i am not sure which…it is weird that a year ago i told shakes that sl was kinda dumb…that i couldnt see what the point of it really was…but i gave it a chance anyway…now i cant imagine it never being there…i began to think about all the friends that i have made in the last year…how my life has changed…how many of those friends that i have met in rl or that i have atleast talked to in rl…it is amazing…

I remember back to first getting on sl…i was introduced to so many people and i had no idea how to interact…i soon started to make friends and talk to people and it got harder and harder to leave…i couldnt even walk in a straight line…well i still cant do that..but i have learned how to get around…i learned some basic building stuff…i remember the day i made my first object…it was a beachball…i was so proud that i made a ball…okay doesnt take too much to impress me…but i remember trying to make the decision about how old i would be and that changed for awhile…but now i am happy being 14…it is an awesome age…i remember finally deciding that i wanted a family…and trying out different possibilities before just getting shakes as my bro…(still wondering if shakes and danny were switched at birth tho)

i have so many people that i have come to really care about…so many friends that i never knew i could possibly have…it has been an awesome year…and i cant wait to see what the next year holds…just know that i cant imagine not having sl and i cant imagine not having all of you…

Love you all!!!

Well i need to discuss what happened last night…i know i prolly didnt do the right thing…but i had to do it…shakes was in a really cranky mood and he kept saying he was gonna beat kjs *blush* bottom…and kj didnt seem to do anything wrong…so i wanted to help kj get shakes…well when we tried to do anything to him…he just kept getting meaner until he started banning us…that was soooo mean…i live there…well anyway we finally quit fighting after danny came on and threatened us…i felt bad for banning shakes just cuz it coulda screwed sumpin else up…anyway…so shakes and kjs dad came and asked us a bunch of questions and i talked everyone into saying that kj had nuffin to do with it…it was all shakes…it seemed right…i didnt want kj to get in any trouble…but shakes deserved it…so i told their dad that it was all shakes…and he got into big trouble…i didnt want him to lose out on play practice…i know how important it is to him…but i did want him to get a sore bottom…but now i know that he does a lot of this stuff to himself…cuz i heard that he skipped school today…bad idea when you are already in big trouble….so i am not sure what i should do…i just dont wanna get anyone else in any more trouble…including me…

Love yas!!!

Last night, we started a fun game of truth or dare..it was so much fun…we had a couple of trip where we had to leave the sim…and those were the scariest dares…but on the game you can add your own questions and dares and so i decided to blog and ask all of you for ideas for truths or dares…so bring them on…we need lots of good ideas…we will take any…maybe change them up if we need to…

Thnaks for your ideas…love yas

Well…tiny empires has gotten a lil nuts…it started out as a lil fun game that you could just play in sl with your friends…well we knew that even a lil game could not go through without some drama attached…it started out about me getting some friends to play….try to make our own lil empire…there was a lot of movement and getting others to join…everyone who was below me…moved on and found a higher place…i pretended hurt but never really cared…i have stayed at the bottom of everything and have been okay with that…

i knew there would be problems when things became about sworn loyalties and power…the choices between the real power at the top of the pyramid and being loyal to your friends seem to be hard choices…and the only thing that can possibly happen is that people get hurt…now dont get me wrong…it is still lots of fun but i have seen people get hurt over the game…so the question comes down to…is this just a game where your loyalty really doesnt mean much or is it more of a test of friendship and trust?  is it something completely different?  i dunno…i am happy just letting it run in the background…teasing certain people…i wont mention any names…about leaving me and picking up acres as i go along…but each person feels differently…i just dont wanna see any of my friends get hurt…i care way too much…

This is definitly not my usual type of blog post…but was just thinking about it all…

*hugs*  love yas!!!

Yippeeeee!!!  My lil bro is back…i missed danny sooooo much…danny is one of those people who is always there to listen or help…he is so absolutely wonderful…he is so much fun to just hang out with…and he is an awesome dj…danny i am sooo glad you are back…

i gots a new cutie in sl too…roo is so awesome…he is sooo sweet and cute…he listens to what i have to say…he is so awesome at cuddlin…i dont know what more i could possibly ask for…he is soooo yummy….i am the luckiest girl in all of sl to have him…

oh and zen lured me to the dark side…i mean to playing the tiny empire game…the doodle came along and got me more into it…as if i dont have a hard enough time keeping up in sl…oh my goodness!!!  We will see what comes of it all…*giggles*

Love ya all!!!  *hugs*

this has been such a wonderful week for me so far…i have seen so many friends…made some new ones…i cant believe how great it has been…i have wanted to be on sl for a release from rl…a place to come to unwind…hangout…just be whoever i truly want to be…but i have found a new reason to come to sl…

have you ever met someone and right away you just clicked…everything between you just felt right…i have found that…we havent known each other very long…only a week…but it has been the most wonderful week…i get on the computer as soon as i can at night just to see if they are there…just to talk and snuggle and kiss…i love this feeling…love the way that i feel when they are with me…i am so happy…happier than i have been in a long time…

i wish danny was around to talk to about it…that he was here to share with…but he is on vacation and i hope that he is having a wonderful time…he deserves it…miss you lil bro…cant wait till i get to see you again…

love you all!!

I am finally back in sl and back to seeing my old friends…i have also made some wonderful new friends…i am so happy to be back…

i have been hanging out so much lately…i was so excited to get to go to aspens and see danny dj the other day…i seen so many different old friends there and it felt so great to be back there…to feel so accepted and to feel missed…i had fun dancing and listening to dannys music…we also had a great time when shakes had a party at the beach…i seen old friends and some new people…i had so much fun dancing and just hanging out…i got to even see my lilest bro for a few…that was great…i got to spend some time just hanging out with duncan too…it was nice just to talk…i have also spent time with doodle and zen…wow…i have seen so many people and had so much fun…it is great to be back

I am so happy that i met this one boy in particular…he is awesome…we just connected so quickly…i feel so content when i am with him…i cant even explain it…but it has been awesome…i am so hoping to get to know him better…*smiles really big*  i will talk about it more later  *giggles*

love ya all…missed you sooo much…and i am so glad to be back…

Okay I am finally back to blogging…took me awhile and now i will blog twice…once for shakes memories thing and one as my own update…so here is the memories blog…i really hope that some of you write in here…i would love a trip down memory lane…

Your assignment: leave as a comment one memory that you and I have shared at some point.  You don’t have to write a lot.  In some cases, a single word might very well be enough.  And it doesn’t matter if you know me well, or only a little bit, leave a comment anyways.

After you’ve done this, copy and paste and re-post this message on your own blog (if you have one).  Title it “Memories …”  I think this will bring some awesome responses and definitely bring about a lot of smiles!  Look forward to seeing how it plays out!