What to do now?

When I met Roo a couple months ago…I fell head over heels…we seemed to make the perfect couple…he was super sweet and thoughtful…we always had a good time together…things were going pretty good and then he stopped being on all the time…he would be off a couple days here…be on for a couple days and then gone again…i was always okay with it…i missed him…but it was just a couple of days…now it has been weeks since i have seen him…no one knows anything…he has been on a couple times…but didnt talk to anyone…i heard from a friend that he had some rl issues…but how come he couldnt spare 5 mins to email one of us or jump on and leave a few offline messages…we would have understood…it makes me feel very unimportant…there were others that were depending on him to be there…they really needed him to let them know what was going on…i dont know what to do now…where i should go from here…he has been gone multiple weeks and not a word…even if he jumped back on right now…we would have a lot of issues to deal with…i wish he would just let me know…

Love you all…

I know i havent been blogging for awhile…and then my blog is kinda depressing…i promise to blog happy thoughts soon…