Living in RL

Lately, I have had a lot to do in rl so i havent been in sl much…that would be the main reason that i havent written much in awhile…so here is my quick synopsis of what sl has been like lately…

The whole mom thing kinda fell through…it is really okay…i am happy with just having a bro and a cousin…maybe we will find parents some day…we were talking about going to an adoption agency sometime…we will see…i am pretty content having shakes and preston and of course my lil bro, danny… they are a really great family…that will watch over me and love me…i really do like that feeling…

I met a guy that seemed really into me…it felt kinda nice…he wanted shakes to like him and everything…I even met him at aspens…well he freaked out just a little when he saw me dancing with jerome at aspens…i couldnt figure out why he was freaking out…he said that he loved me and wanted to be with me…i had only known him two days…he was freaking me out big time…he was way too possesive for only knowing each other that long and he pulled out i love you way too quick…i was really freaked out….we left it like that till the next day when he apologized and said that he didnt why he got so obsessive…i said that we could be friends and then we could see about something else much later…we have barely spoken since….just my luck…

Today was lots of fun…i went to aspens for danny’s countdown to downtime party…it was a lot of fun to dance and play exploder… just hang out and have fun…one of the first times that i have really been on this week…danny throws such great parties…i know it seems weird that i am always hanging out with gay boys…but they are so great…they are great friends…they actually talk to you…and i know they like me for me (atleast those who do like me) not becaus ethey want in my pants…anyway it was a fun party…thanks lil bro!!!  So this what has happened to me in sl lately…how about you?

*giggles*  love ya!!!

My New Family Life

This week I officially became part of shakes family…I now have not only a brother…but a mother and a cousin…I am sooo happy…it is really nice to have a family to love me in sl…it used to feel like i didnt need a family…like duncan was enough…well him and a few other friends…and i think this was one of my biggest issues…i needed more…i needed more people to love me and want to be with me…i need a family and friends…not just a boyfriend…not that i dont want a boyfriend too…but i need more…a boyfriend cant be my everything…but now i am just so excited about my new family…i am still not sure where this leaves dunc and shakes as brothers…cuz by being twins we have to be biological…we have to have the same parents…duncan can not be my brother…ewwwww…*giggles*

I am not completely sure what all of this will mean for me…but i cant see it being bad at all…i love having shakes as my bro…he is a little overprotective…okay maybe more than a little…but it still feels nice to have someone care that much…even if it is a little invasive ((hint hint shakes)) i think preston is awesome…i couldn’t imagine having someone better as my big cousin…my new mom is very nice…i am hoping that we grow closer as time goes on…

i will miss my old family…but as nice as they were…they couldnt be there for me…they are still a part of my life…but they can not really be my family anymore…they have become their alts…with new lives…i am very happy for them…i want them to be happy in sl…but i needed a different family…i will miss them as my family…but will still be there for them…

Love ya!!